Okay, so I have this really big fascination of drawing eyes, big volumised eyelashes and the intense look. Most people would say I have big anime eyes, especially when I'm not wearing my glasses. So for me, big eyes resemble me - same goes for having dimples. I'm not sure how this is suppose to help me with my self portrait as a machine, still trying to make the connection.
So now that I'm older now, and have gone through (probably only one tenth) of my share of pain for my whole lifetime, I guess I have grown to become more private and closed off to letting someone easily into my world. I know I've got a lot to offer if someone accepts me for just who I am, doesn't everybody? There's always something beautiful beyond that locked door within everyone. So even though I see myself as a pretty open person, friendly to new people, its not that 'snap' easy for me to just trust them (of course). Keys and locked doors, security codes and vaults, anything to prevent me from showing too much of my true self to others that don't matter.
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